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4. Connect

I have always been spontaneous and who else knows this better than you. But those spontaneity died for years , never knew it would come up suddenly in a flash and what I will do is something that will either make me proud or regret forever. These days I thought of you intermittently , your old thoughts added some flavour to my life I do not know why. One day while awake late night and writing my blog , I was thinking of what will happen if I suddenly call you up. Will the world be on fire? or it might lead to something better I have never imagined ? On a hit of a moment , I mailed you just a well wishing thought. There was a faded reply on that and I mostly regretted that I could have known you the way you were earlier and felt happy.  You were never easy to go away from my mind ; I changed places and got to travel which kept me a tad busy. They say when two people think about each other deeply, there is a bond that gets created in the cosmos and a power in the sky that tries to pull them together. After a while , you reached out to me and suddenly I felt a strong link. Whereabouts , phone numbers , places we visited , our schedules all about those we just pulled our heart out - I was in awe, I was delightfully surprised , I was a bit confused too . Are we really doing this what we are doing? Is it leading to something?


Connect

You are scattered on my desk here and there in notebooks
As lines scribbled on while dreaming about you
Some part of you have gone into maples collected in autumn
Assembled with care in between pages of my books
What time brought me from a distant oblivion
Is still a thing unbelievable
How you came to my life again virtually
Opening our hearts out , love is still insatiable.
The phone sounds merrily all throughout the day
Talking about silly things we enjoy
Some talks on family and friends
But its still the feel of the heart where it ends.
Days over days , months over months
Strange to see us like before once more.
You have matured over years, not me
I have my silly notions but inside my heart I am free
We still argue over petty things
Our bodies get the charm of adrenaline.
But never asked you about the other person
Are you dating someone or you are with someone else
Will never have the courage to break that barrier
Between being a virtual acquaintance and close companion
Unless I see you in person where I can look into your eyes
And ask where are we heading ?


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