5. Disconnect

To put one's love to test is an integral part of a relationship. We all have done this at times where we wanted to be away just to see that faded expression or the pain in the words from the loved person only to get back to him with valor. We have connected for days , we have spent hours messaging but not sure of the relation that exists. One more important thing to keep a relationship healthy is to try out all the angles of it but I realized all of a sudden ( not sure whether you did too) that I cannot go and meet or call you anytime at will , you are still at a long distance. You are that close to me that I can share any thoughts with you but only restricted by time and place. I still do not have much idea on what you are thinking of me at this point. With the kind of work we both do , we cut down the connect to some extent only to find out what our next step would be.

Disconnect

Loved and respected you from a distance
Never knowing what a fate I am weaving
Unknowingly got myself hurt in instances
Love came and went in my life in glances.
You spoke for a while and then again went silent
Being busy also brings an urge
When we spoke after a few days
Sharing tales, thoughts , feelings surge.
Sometimes there was no tale to share
The world is not always that fair
Usual things that we do everyday
Does not mean much to say.
Instead must have felt to touch you in quiescence
Rub the noses or usher the lips in essence.
But we don't tell these things so blatantly
Shared pictures of beautiful nature advertently.
Sometimes we talked about places to visit
But then stopped being unsure to make it.
The only thing that kept going is a feeling of connect
After so many years , we are still that passionate !