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Life is a journey throughout and I am not sure if there is anything called an absolute end. I perceived you at one point of life and you have shown up time and time again but after so many years its still a surprise where we meet again. I have laughed with you , cried for you , hated you and loved you for so long , it just feels sometimes surreal that even such bond exists between us. We never talked on this but I am anxious to look into your eyes and see myself. I have read romanticism, revenge, hatred, injustice , battle but I have no idea under which genre we should fall. Or Am I trying to make our story like novels? I am not. All I want right now is to go and meet you , know about you , spend sometime with you , its being years we have looked into each other. I will not come your way if someone else comes in between but your glance might feel my senses for once. I do not want to stand on your way if you choose to move to the other side but your passing by might fill me with more strength. The universe is a strange place to be , I have heard it has strange forces to bring people together , will it once again spell its magic to keep us connected?



Next
I have wondered and shouted to God
For what he has pushed me in my lap as Love
Is a difficult puzzle to solve.
There is no clue nor a map
I have nowhere to find my way
To the man I have fancied most of my life's sway.
HE has pulled our strings
To bring us together as in a puppet show scene
But have HE ever thought
What a battle we have fought ,
Within us , to be or not to be together
And is still trying to find out answers
To the questions that no one would dare to ask
We live in a society full of masks.
We both are different from them
But yet need to be with the mass
For our beloved ones are some of them.
I am unfamiliar of what HIS next step is
For us to be together
I am waiting for a sign from above , waiting for HIS verse
For Love is what I need and in this universe.


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