Peep
From here and there I kept getting words about you but knew I was in no way coming your way for I felt a guilt inside ; I have knowingly betrayed your trust of love by trying to be with someone though you never felt or trusted that way ever. Inside my heart my love for you had stayed the way it was and a pinch of your name still used to shake me.
On the other hand my life was was not going smooth again , those petty issues , those harsh words those stress was not getting me somewhere. I still managed to compose myself enough and get along with trust in God who will get me all the happiness at the end. Seeing my child in front , I had to be strong. One day which was such bad day, I completely started feeling I am losing everything in life. I was crying at the corner of my room middle of the night , why cannot I forget you and if I do not then why cannot you come in front? At times like this I have hated you the most , I wished I had loved someone else , but to my fate you are the only one I could feel for. Anyone else who will hear this would find this extremely immature specially after so many years.
With much inquisiteveness , I once again browsed your name just to see you once - I found you - those charm has not faded and you were not with someone else though it did not mean you are single.
Your glance filled a soothing sense in me, a drop of tear rolled down the screen but calmed me down , wish I had known you before , wish I could take a step backward.
With much inquisiteveness , I once again browsed your name just to see you once - I found you - those charm has not faded and you were not with someone else though it did not mean you are single.
Your glance filled a soothing sense in me, a drop of tear rolled down the screen but calmed me down , wish I had known you before , wish I could take a step backward.
Peep
You are here , you are there , you are the one who gives me flare
A thought of you shakes me up , I have been in the roller coaster even if it is derp
Now my world divided into two , one for my being and one for you
Seeing someone belong to me and someone to whom I belong
May be strikes a balance on the way along
When others hurt me , I think about two , Days passes by in a monotone.
But there are days when I want you to be close
To hold me and calm me and love me without boundary
Those are also the days I hate you to the most
Hate my fate and myself to choose you amongst.
As likely , one day I finally chose to browse you again , have a glance to see my fate in vain
To my surprise you still held that charm , people following your enchantment
Are you in the same state as I last saw you there
Didn't you grow old like many of us grabbing the earthly pleasures ?
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